well to many thing's that i feel not accomplish in my life after seeing most of my friends got what they want,the job they want......but me....still searching the way out to this.it's not that i regret or something.....it only that i was questioning my self.....well...the doubt question thing that is.....<sign>.......it hard to explain at this level.

ouh and...i got some new trick in photoshop after seeing ryusuke artwork...it's really inspired me and i got the picture how to make the artwork....in my own way...the easies and not time consuming work.(the only consuming time is my laziness and when i think the concept...i kinda slow if i want to start something)